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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I Feel Like.....

I feel so down now and for the past few days. I never felt so down and moody. This time it is hitting me so hard!

I really feel like telling those people that I wanted to commit suicide if you keeps pushing me! I really meant it! I just do not know what else to do.

I feel like living and surviving suddenly become the hardest thing to do now. I just cannot bear to continue to live on like this. I feel like keep myself hidden somewhere and forget all about it! But I cannot just do that!

God, please, please, please help me to go thru this for the sake of my little daughter and my husband! I really would like to live on and go on with life but I am so struggling now! Please give me some hints and guidance!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

My New Hobby - Crafting!!!

I always have the passion for making mini cards during the festive season like Christmas, Chinese New Year, Valentine Days and etc but the fire of the passion is very small back then. Thus, I only made the cards during festive seasons.

However, ever since I made my first farewell scrapbook for Poh Ling's farewell, I am really into it and my passion for making crafty things using paper and some supplies really burned up! Perhaps it is also due to some of my colleagues are leaving one by one.

I really sad they are leaving but also happy for them. Thus, I made the farewell scrapbook for them (with sharing costs with other colleagues) so that the leaving colleague will have a good memory when she/he is thought back the memory working together.

Here is the link to my crafty works - Message Keeper.